Can I recover my relationship with my wife?

Good morning. There are many women and many people who can sympathize with my wife. I will leave as short as possible. Thank you for your advice.

It is the dad of a child who is 29 years old now. She is 10 years old. She is 18 years old. I'm 11 now. My wife and I are a couple who live because of a typical child.
I have a lot of things, and I have a child and I have a baby. My wife and I are old friends and middle school alumni. I liked each other a lot and said that my wife was pregnant when I was 1. From the standpoint of those who are here, I am really scum. It was really garbage at that time. Will you take your wife's phone and get rid of it? I thought. I met my wife and I want to have a wife. I want to be responsible. I feel like the whole world has collapsed. I said absolutely no and I had to erase it unconditionally.

My wife seemed a little disappointed with me from then on. Then my wife informed me that she was pregnant (now my elderly mother and father) and my parents met and talked to me. I will save my house. I really hated it. I said I would never do it, but my parents told me to take responsibility for my actions if they hurt me. So the child was born, and with the help of the parents of both parents, and Alba in the weekend, how did you raise your child very hard? I always gave my wife a single-minded child and my wife did not say anything to me, who did not help anything.

I was comfortable. Then there was one big fight. My child was sick and went to the hospital, and my wife called. I got angry and said something that hurt my wife who cares next to her.
I said, "I want to remove my child." 3 I lied to the living person, and I interrogated each other with my wife. However, it looks so good to see a child who grows up a little while, but it is a type of me. My relationship with my wife is getting worse. I want to divorce, but I've always been told to be patient. I do not talk to each other at all. Funny thing

I know that both parents live there like this. As my child grows up, my wife really loves my daughter. I wanted to see you again like that. I really wanted to love each other again when I saw my wife who was really sincere and hard working. Yes, it is selfish. The child has grown up all by himself, but now that he has a desire to be good again, the child follows his wife much better and I am a prince. I work on a pipe to install pipes and my wife goes to a two shift factory in the day and night. I do not care for her daughter.

In my industry, there is not much work in winter, so I have many days off, but my wife goes out steadily. Then I talked with my wife for this Christmas. I wanted to see my daughter at home and I was left home for a long time. My wife and I are sitting on the couch when I go to work. I went out and asked them to eat out. I went out and bought a few bottles of soju in my paw paws and I sat down and talked.

I apologize that I am sorry and I should not be good at reconciliation. My wife said that I already gave up the woman's life and decided to live as her mother. We do not have faith in each other. I would like you to do your best as a child dad if you only want one thing. When I hear that, I am sorry that I have regretted my behavior so far. I could not talk more than that. Of course, my wife and I do not have any marital relationship at all. I suggested couples counseling and TV appearances, but my wife strongly refuses.

I know it's a bad guy and a garbage, but I want to be faithful to my family now and have a good time with my wife.
I would like to make my daughter a harmonious home like a house other than a seemingly married couple.
I know it's late. Can I get my wife back and turn it back? What should I do?
And if the child is a little bigger, why do not you do it if you tell me to divorce? Is it an irreversible now?

Thank you very much for reading. Thank you for your valuable answers.